There is really something wrong with the internet. Damn fking irritated with it. It wasn't like that last time. And the computer's slowing down too. How I wish i could reformat it without losing all my data. ARGHH bloody pissed with this damn machine. SHOW ME THE 'THE PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED' SCREEN AGAIN AND I WILL SHUT THIS WHOLE DAMN THING OFF IMMEDIATELY.

Aye sorry just being crazy.


Anyway, HOW CAN THE WEEKENDS PASS SO QUICKLY?! I didn't even feel that I've relaxed at all in any way. I shall not blame in on my driving lessons cos i really need to practise more before the real test. And it's nearing very quickly! About two weeks more and I will be facing my doomsday. Okay I shall not be so pessimistic cos I really hope that I can pass! Even though the instructor told me that I can actually cancel one or two of my revision lessons cos he feels that I am quite stable already, but I myself still feel rather uneasy. I mean yes I know all the requirements already, but there is always the case of carelessness or what they call "suayness" during the real test. Maybe I'll suddenly get damn nervous and drive over the kerb accidentally or maybe I'll stop on the yellow box or something (which never really happened before during my practice lessons). That will be an immediate failure and I'll really hate myself for that man. Okay touch wood. That better not happen! =X Haha.


Anyway, today started off with me 'jumping' off the bed cos i overslept by one hour from my alarm time! I really didn't hear the alarm or rather I subconsciously pressed on the SWITCH OFF ALARM button. Luckily I could still rush in time for my riding lesson. And, I was shocked when the instructor told us that today's lesson is gonna be on pillion riding! I had already prepared myself for the supposedly U-turns and circuit revision. And I thought I can worry about pillion riding the next lesson or something. Who knows they changed the courses and now I am staring at three guys who are in the same lesson as me. I really don't know how to pillion someone and the worse thing is I have to malu myself and pillion with a guy -_- Previously when the instructors pillion me, I already felt quite paiseh already cos I have to sit that close to them and with my hands on their shoulders. If the person's a female then I practically have to hug her already -_- Lol. And so the instructor allocated me to this guy whom I thought was a malay at first. Then he started speaking mandarin to him and I was like errs okay.. He pillioned me first. And the funny thing was, when I was trying to get up on the bike behind him, he sort of lost his balance and had to quickly regain it back. Then when I sat behind him, he asked me in mandarin "Are you very heavy?" And I was like erm not really.. HAHA. I thought I had better not scare him if I answered him otherwise. Later he get nervous and cannot ride properly, then I will suffer too! LOL. During the beginning he was quite unstable and I was abit scared that I will fall off. So I gripped his shoulders a little tighter =X erps. You know the feeling is really damn awkward can! The other pair were like chatting happily all along then ours was like silence.. Then halfway he suddenly popped this question to me asking if this is my first time I am being pillioned. And I said yes cos it's the FIRST time I felt so nervous and scared sitting behind. Usually when I'm on my dad's bike, I can practically do whatever I want.. eating, sms-ing or even sleeping -_- And my hands don't even hold onto anything unless I really feel like falling. Haha. Very big difference ehh. Anyway, back to the story. Lol. When it was my turn to pillion him, I was still very nervous. The instructor saw my face and he told me to relax. HAHA. And I bet that guy must have felt awkward too cos he's like sitting rather far from me when the actual thing is that we must sit as close to each other as possible so that it's easier to balance. I very much wanted to tell him to sit closer but it was really damn malu, so I just tried to move off hoping that I will not lose my balance and fall. Haha. Riding with a pillion was okay. It's just that when the bike is stationary, my leg is too weak to support the weight of the bike plus the extra weight of the person behind. And I almost lost my balance a few times. HAHA. But it's quite fun to pillion people lah. Hopefully no one would say they don't want to be pillioned by me after reading my stupid story. Haha. Anyway, I should be worried about the next lesson cos I will have to pillion a person and go through ALL the courses including my most afraid E-brake and the figure-8 course! Damn I better not lose my balance and fall off man. If I fall down myself nevermind lah. But if I make people fall down with me then it's not okay already. Haha. And then I also have to worry who will my pillion be next time. Urghh. I hope there will be a female one. So that I will not feel that malu if I have to ask her to sit closer to me. Haha.


ERPPP work's starting tomorrow again. Am really dreading it cos I really do not feel that I've rested enough. Just hope that all goes well again. Till then, I shall prepare to sleep soon, lest I feel sleepy or something tomorrow again. Haha.

I HAVE NO LIFE.